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**A Year Without You**


Hopes of January, December fades away,  

Pain feels lighter, memories still sway.  

Your funeral lingers, a shadow so deep,  

A quiet ache, in my heart it keeps.


February brings a little more pain,  

But hope whispers softly, like gentle rain.  

Snowdrops bloom, fragile and white,  

Crocuses peek, blue heads in sight.


March arrives with daffodils dancing,  

In the park, their golden glances glancing.  

Dandelions on the breeze, drifting free,  

Reminding me of you and what used to be.


April breaks my heart anew,  

Your birthday, missed by me and you.  

Three years gone, yet wounds remain,  

In my soul, an aching pain.


Cherry blossoms bloom, spring’s tender grace,  

Your tree spared, a sacred place.  

Acer leaves flourish, warmth in the air,  

A season of hope, despite despair.


May flies by, Easter’s gone,  

Summer whispers, daydreams drawn.  

Your last summer, a bittersweet tune,  

Longing to see your smile again soon.


I thought I should try to prepare,  

For the season you loved, with love and care.  

Your words still echo from your hospital bed,  

“Are you going to cancel Christmas?” you said.


Heck no, we’ll celebrate with cheer,  

A Christmas bright with you near.  

Glamour and glitz, I’ll try for you,  

‘Cause loving you means everything I do.


I miss you more than words can say,  

In every season, every day.  

Love lives on, beyond the years,  

Forever held in my heart’s tears.

KE Dowling © 2025/12

 

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